For you – a song – a terrible and lovely song that makes you cry and you know why but it takes too long to say and saying’s not the point of this emotion anyway, in this case anyway – truth on a stick –
Everywhere there is something saying something all the time – this is it! – you know the feeling?
– ok then be that way – if this is it then so be it – so, be it – know what I mean?
Then there was the other thing that happened – do you remember what that was? – I don’t know – then there were purple things and other things besides that also – this was the beginning of an ending that was foreseen by certain scribes and a prophet for profit who merely put the words together for recreation – no, don’t let this fool you – it is important – that’s just a bit of vinegar to brighten up the taste – the rest of it is plain and clear and every seer in the valley is noticing the time – they’ve got their watches on, you know?
Time for something else. Go to the fridge and open up the door and look in there and wonder what the hell is going on. Next, open all the cupboard doors and leave them open for 10 minutes. Then go to the bathroom and relieve yourself some way some how. Then wash you hands. Then go into the tv room and turn the dam thing on and change channels thirteen times – anyway you like, and then rest for thirteen minutes on the thirteenth channel that you change to. Then go change your clothes. Then come back and turn that dam thing off. Lay down on the ground. Look up at the ceiling. What did you do while the cupboards were there open for 10 minutes? Think about that for a bit. Then go make yourself a cup of tea and drink it while trying to remember what you did when you were six years old. Then go get a piece of paper and write down something without wondering what it is – like total stream of consciousness. Then make a wish, write it down on paper, put it in an envelope, seal the envelope, and put it in a drawer, and forget about it for awhile. Then go play outside, or take a nap, or watch tv, or listen to some music, or read a book, or count backwards from one thousand.
Then go talk to someone that you know – however you might do that.
The rest is up to you.