oct 24 2005

begun -
the weather cock crowed i heard it i heard it -
the wind is blowing fucking hard -
if there's any answer to be heard in it, it's gonna be hard to take, i think

fortunately the fine print wasn't put there to pull the rug out from under you -
this time -

the squawking ministry of tv is distracting to me - that's ok -
it makes my kung fu stronger -
if you can keep your head ... and all that there -

the heart is a thing and an organ too
there are many things inside that are invisible but are there because we keep them there and use them to go bowling with, play jacks, hopscotch, and some adult games we like to think are real - you know the ones i mean -

don't pretend you don't pretend

look it - i read it three times - not because it was difficult, but because it was beautiful - do you understand that? - it's not about alienating anyone - it's about making something that is beautiful - and there are people who find that entertaining -
why can't that mad controlling nasty limiting person understand that?

forget about it - the wishing well is full of pennies rusting in the water - when you think about it for awhile and then let yourself get over it - something happens in the offices of the ether-syhchro-net - be patient, they'll get back to you, alright? –

crimson, the colour of a maple leaf in autumn -

calmly the colours in the places where it's spelt the way it is, defining roadways, listening to the evergreens up in the rockies, subtracting the sun and blue of the sky when it's raining, but adding the warmth of inside, when you've got it there to add.

- Don't forget to laugh.