April 1 2013

When it’s not expected. When you’re careful not too careful. This is different then but later it’s the same. The dog looked at him. That’s what started it. Everybody knew it who knew it but what was there to do about it. So he moved around. That was something. It may not have been the thing. But it was the thing to do. Whenever there is something else. There’s no telling. There is so much telling. That is telling. If they let it go they will feel it. That’s the point.

If you can make it be some way then what’s the point. Everywhere it’s happening. Tune in to it and see. Oh you’ve heard that one too much before. It’s emptied of its meaning. Perhaps you need a pair of rabbit ears. Difficult to find that type of screwdriver head. Its peculiar to a country. There are regions still. I saw him breathing carefully in one. So I told him stop that. And he did.

Every now and again. He will think of something violent. This can be acceptable under certain sanctioned circumstances. If you don’t believe me go to the movies TV comics news a book or a conversation at a bar when the hockey game is on. There are always yeses being put into somebody’s no. There is always violence from the moment that you walk into the room and they’re paying you to do so, but somebody doesn’t want you to be there be paid exist in case you’re doing something to them they can’t see. There is lots that anyone can’t see. That is why there’s always something being done. If you can defend yourself it then depends on who is reading you. Where they see it coming from. Better to not bother when it’s Easter. You will be rewarded when you get back out into the open space.

Break in case of glass. The memories are coming but they are not being called. If you get up stay up then until you need to get back down. That’s the way of things. You are nature. Just in case you need to be reminded of it. And you do sometimes it seems. Everybody doesn’t look so clean when you look at yesterday. But it isn’t really all that interesting unless you’re able to do violence to them for it now. What exactly do you think a superhero does anyway. That’s my point. That has got to change.

Anything that has to change doesn’t. That is why it has to, see. There are villains but they do not see themselves as villains. Only in those shows where they are pretending. They are only just pretending that they’re not. Do they see themselves that way but think they really aren’t that way. But they really are. They don’t really see it but they are. Even though they think they see it they don’t really see it. There are always blind spots. That’s what makes a dimension.

When you have a tension and you need to be relieved do not worry. Do not focus. You will see then that there is so much to see that there isn’t anything to see at all. And you will not worry for the moments that are not really moments. Any moment only is a moment afterwards. When he put his hands on his belly below where the cord that fed him in the womb used to be he could feel a pleasant warmth. There were feelings. There was something moving through him like the way a current does. That was when he did become a superhero. It was not because of any accident or because of willful pressure. Not really. He was not a superhero. But he did get super power. But it wasn’t like you thought. Maybe you do think the way it is.

There was nothing to be done. There was not a mission. There was only being what he now was being now that he was different. Sometimes he would be the same again. Mostly he would be the same again. Sometimes he would once again be different. Sometimes he would be a super power person. Mostly he would not. But the super power always would be there. Sometimes things go on for longer than you think they will.

Well you know it’s right by how its done. And you know it’s right by seeing that it’s right and by how it feels and by how it makes you go and do something yourself. That is very simple really. It’s so simple that you cannot do it easily. If somebody disagrees then perhaps you're doing it not doing it. There are different versions all the time. He is walking he is breathing he is talking he is thinking he is not. He is being something somewhere else.

He is simply. That can happen or not happen. It can be the way it is. It can be no thing no way. No way there of saying it. But what then is the point of it. There isn’t one right then. And so it isn’t it at all. It is it when it is interesting to say it is. It is it when it is time to get on board. When you are impatient then you are not reading.

Only when you let yourself. Who’s to say. Anybody is. There is concrete. Newsflashes do not happen very often anymore. The feeling of your feet. You and the you that says you. Objects let you feel you are connected to the world that they make up for you. To be within. Once you’re there. There are ways of being there that are proper. And you sometimes disagree and you sometimes often disagree and you sometimes feel quite comfortable enough to agree with it. As much of it as anybody needs or likes.

He is not exactly flying in the way you normally might think of it. Sure he’s in the sky. Sure he’s moving through it. Sure he’s in the atmosphere. Sure he isn’t doing it with wings or vehicles. But he isn’t really doing it. Every time he goes there he does not arrive. He is being flown. Maybe you have heard that one before. Anyway it doesn’t matter since you’re looking. It just looks the same to most of anybody anyway. But there’s always those who see it and they have a different way of wanting something to be done about it. And the ones who do not want something anything specifically at all to be done about it are the ones that just might be his friends.

This is a movie.