Space A Place Holder

Is there a space for me to be in. There is a space for me to be in. There is no thing to be inside. There is nothing but inside everywhere.

Here. It is written. There is something in the something. There are two that make three that makes you feel the one. The one becomes three through the two. There are many separations and they’re working overtime. Even the lamp in the corner is flickering.

He picked up the letter lying there and read it. It was from a company. Whoever gets a letter from a friend these days? Whoever even gets an email that is longer than a few lines? It is small text sayings that we say and get. There is no depth left in our world between us in exchanges. We are only plumping our own depths in silence, fearing that we talk too much inside our heads.

They said 3 words could go deeper than 3 paragraphs. I agreed. But it didn't happen. The heart lingers a bit longer. Each word presence stamp.

Which is better? Which is more comfortable? There are goods and bads. When there is hunger.

The difficulty is a standard stamp. Cross-hairs for reference. Everything you give you iron between pieces of wax paper. Even the difference hair belongs to you to start with. I am going over there. If you see me send for me and watch me wave at you. There is a little book.

While The Time’s Away A Story

Is there any way to while the time away while they are away. There are things to say. Saying things are saying things. Clever isn’t Trevor any more. Now he’s fonder of his founder. It is not a play. It is a library. It is what his superpower used to be that is what he isn’t now. He is more and more now he is what he’s not what he used to be. He is busy being what he isn’t what he used to be. That is legacy. Every cat has its day.

Everybody’s looking in the mirror but they cannot see their face. To be something you must have a hole in it. It is not in the center. Center is a way of situating something someone somehow. There is always, always, going. That is a relief. Wait a minute now. How is that for something you weren’t thinking? Any time there’s something you were thinking, it can be a comfort. Any time there’s something you weren’t thinking, it can be exciting. Going always going is exciting is a comfort, it is a relief, cause it’s easiest and hard to do. Knowing it. That is something you can just give into. He cannot give into it. That is a story.

Any story is a way of how it is and how he cannot will not go give into it. And everything does not go right. Sometimes it goes right. Because suddenly it seems like it goes how the way it ought to go, if only he’d believe and not go how the way it goes, cause he won’t give into it. Everybody has to fight. That is how a story goes. Every story is adventure. Every story is a romance. Both of them are fighting. When there is no fighting any more then the story becomes writing. That is when the thinking starts and that is when the story ends.

No One In the Synch

The best thing you have ever said or written or whatever isn’t. Not to someone else. There is always something you are not.

If you’re lucky someone says to you that you are lucky it is so. If you’re lucky you are lucky and you’re not.

Everybody is upon it. Words are working on you now. Maybe it is happening because there’s something that is trying to remove you from the flow of it. It is something, it is you, is not you, it is not the way it’s something, but what is it. It’s an inclination.

This is not like something someone else. No one else is thinking this right now.

You Say You So

There is no saying no to somebody who is always saying yes. Even when they should say no. Even when they shouldn’t. Who is going to tell. There should be a capital. It is only fair. Things that do things automatically never are reliable. Things that don’t do things automatically are, always are reliably, to be unreliable.

There’s no counting on a thing but there’s counting up to something down to something and all that. Counting does go somewhere but it rarely ever stays there where it’s going where it’s gone.

Does it matter. What does it matter if it somehow does make sense. If it somehow does make sense then the rest of it don’t matter. No one really cares that it’s mistaken if they know what it is meaning to be saying.

That is why the mystery is so delightful magical to everyone who’s unbelieving and yet seeing it and knowing it and that is the same thing as anything is meaning anything of what you mean it to be meaning. You can mean it to be meaning but it’s meaning something else always all the time.

It is always saying you right back to you. And still you get across the street.

What is anything? Part Two

Is there any way that anything can ever be something not doubted can’t be doubted to be something by someone, by someone usually who is someone else. It will be a pain. It will be a surprise. Usually I’m writing like someone not writing. It is better if I can’t explain it. If you just put things here something is bound to happen afterwards. There is being intermittently.

If you’re able and you are not looking for something to happen. Then it will. Green is a colour but it isn’t. Any words I say now are not words you hear. When you hear them they are heard and they are not words but they might be words but they are not writing in that way. Whenever writing isn’t writing but is what is written. Even when you do not know what it is that is written. What is happening you do not know. It can be a comfort when it's nearly like it. It can be annoying if it’s too much like it. Tributes are ok. Copy cats are not. There must be a difference. Which is like a failing that is holy.

If I come up with some words. I do not come up with words. Well, I do. But does writing. No. Writing does not do that. It does not come up with words. There is music. When it is dictation it will be the best. It is easiest that way. Everything that’s easiest is best. It is always best. It has always been that way. It will always be forgotten. When you are not planning it. It is planning you. It does not have plans. It is being you. It is not a you. It is being you. There is always when there is a you there is always you and you. Only when there isn’t is, there is really is, and there is not ever you can speak of. Sugar makes it hurt. That is not a code.

She is always she the mystery that’s obvious or not.

I am not going to be her. How’s that possible? Only as a failing fancy.

She is not the darkness. She’s the hope and the fear of failure. She is the horizon. How could I be her? How could he be her? You wish to be her and imagine it. The cloth of air between us all. And figure standing there unseen being felt. In your head. In my head. In his head. Not in our head at all. That is only just a feeble figure of speech. Just a way of saying. Like so many things. They don’t all stand to be corrected. What stands out as liminal is what is must be qualified as more and less. That’s the place to go to get to somewhere else.

Praised be something. 7

These arbiters freedom consequences of a census don’t more than 30 years ago. You weren’t even born then Jim and Jane. I was sad when you didn’t say my name. It was having a hard time trying to remember it but I only could remember how you were on the side of me standing in the light and I never could forget you but I didn’t know your name so I couldn’t call you and I couldn’t tell you. I am seeing you right now. What’s your name. Does it matter. It will help me when I cross the threshold into my apartment and the wall has moved away from my hand again. It is Karen. Oh that’s right now I do remember. You said it before. Like Joe Gould and his seagulls they were talking to the frequencies of light in code.

He was always going over it.

It just feels good to be saying it and saying it. Even though it isn’t even making any sense. It is only making sense. That is all it’s doing. That is why it is the way it is and the reason that it makes his fingers and his toes vibrate. It’s the mystery they told you all about.

Just keep going on.

It was vaguely lewd and that kept them doing dishes.

I’ve been on that ride before. This one seems more interesting to me. I don’t know how much it even costs. But I’m spent already anyway. Courses about kitchen ware turn tables turning don’t you kiss him into it. Don’t you try to be too clever, now. Listen to me that is all you have to do. Sometimes I’m not sure it’s you or a voice that I pretend is you. That’s the cousin in you doing that.

It can just go on. There’s a start to it that’s already started. You can follow any time you like. It’s more interesting to make it up. After you have polished it a lot then it only is remembered as the time that it was great and you missed it. You are always missing it and that is why you’re always at the door knocking on the glass. Everybody come on in. Standing in the corners is the first step. It’s remember only when it’s outside any rainfall when it is too hot. It is not the gas that you are stepping on.

I could carry on. I can I and me and she and he and it. That’s the truth of it. It can be very liberating to be out of range of your calling me from paper ink and the big plan of the people with the plan to be living it forever. Someone’s got to die to make room for the others. Only staying here so long until they go to mars. Giving me the pocket. Couldn’t you just go along with it. What about the robots they don’t like it either. When they’re young they think that they can become like them. They don’t have it. They don’t have the switch. They were not at the meeting. And their parents are not on the list. Can you figure anything out? You don’t have to stumble on your words if you don’t want to. The rhythm isn’t right, I’m telling you. Go figure. Asbury park has that real great solo in it.

Let there be a space in it. In space. Let there be a space in space. Everybody can go home now, it’s ok. Hey, remember last time. It just goes and goes and goes. I wonder when it ever stops. It does not, you just say it does. It does not you do. Who do? I’m a saw on that pony. I can say it. Told me for the sake of it. They are needing to be heard. Just to know that they are there. Trust them and they’ll tell you things.

What’s the Matter?

There are ways of saying things that are something like the way you move. When you’re moving you are ever maybe moving how you say that you are wishing to be moving and you’re also ever maybe moving how you do not need to think about the way that you are moving. There’s a difference and so naturally of course you may invest in either of the ways of being doing moving, insofar as you may see them as a way that’s better or is better in a certain context or is simply different and wonder why.

Does it matter? It does ever only matter if it’s made to matter and it’s made to matter sometimes by the forces that are outside of your interests and are sometimes inside of your interests coming from you from somebody, from the both of you. There are different ways of things being different and there are different ways of any difference is being anything that matters how it matters and what matters about mattering.